and it is very difficult for me to write. I’ve really blocked out the things that happened from before I was 16, so going back and writing the song about these things is making me have to relive the whole experience. The screaming, the violence, how alone I felt, how chaotic my world was. Paired with all the stress I’m going through in my life right now, I’m feeling very upset right now. Has anyone else been through situations like this when it comes to divorce?